I begin as pine tree rubbing myself against another
pine making noise like an opening of so many furry doors
I begin as terra cotta pot of hot-pink impatiens petals
waiting for the hummingbird’s sword-like beak to enter me
I begin as a finely woven trick of web catching the sun’s lit thread
and the hunting roly-poly bug
I begin as the yellow shooting star of cherry tomato bud
a promise of fresh juice inside your mouth
I begin as the fledging phoebe begging in the birch tree
feed me feed me feed me
I begin as the horse-hooved breeze chasing the apocalyptic horse-fly
I begin as the innocence of a pea-pod, ready to be peeled and reveal:
four pulsing tender hearts