From The natural history of Carolina, Florida and the Bahama Islands, Royal Society House, London, 1729-1747
Digital image courtesy of the Biodiversity Heritage Library

The red breasted
Robin in the yard
Changes every
Day a little more.
Bird eyes, once brown,
Are now a milky gray. Feathers
Are fraying into threads of dirt.
Legs shrivel into twigs. Years ago,
Kid-crowded in the park we held
A funeral. A dead bird someone
Found. I laughed and Christa Brown
Got mad. “Be serious!” she said. I suppose
I’m serious as I walk to work past the robin,
His beak peeling back its little husk. At night
I roll a skinny j, seal it with a lick. I sit here
On the porch steps, smoke. Death behaves this way, moves
His hands, breathes the same as us. Under the shroud of stars:
My robin, cold, constant, red-breasted like a feathered heart.
Smoke reels skyward, slims its tendrils into night. I stub my ember
On the rail, and then descend the stairs onto the darkened lawn grass,
Lean down, touch his crinkled ankle, chuckle, like I’ve known him all my life.

Josh Exoo

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