Then came, with time, a sort
of deadening. Then came
the birds that woke me,
dishabille, while I was dreaming
of satiety, gaiety, the blood
of my boot-black heart.
People are people, but the world
feels elegiac, somehow, now:
if I perish, I perish, said Esther;
and if I am bereaved of my
children, I am bereaved.
It’s déjà vu all over again:
the undecideds cannot make
up their minds, and our nation
must come together to unite.
Part of the problem is vernacular:
the different ways we describe,
or is that experience, the mistral breeze.
A tautology is true by definition:
it has no possibility of being false.
We ask from God what we ask
of art: to be changed. We ask
to be more than frantic bleats
enduring a steady rhythm of whips.
What is there to say of earth?
It seeks redress, but silently.
Who can translate the forked tongue
of the plow, the lathe, the scythe?
I am not a man-made implement.
This, the autobiography of a life.